A Matter of Time

Almost a month of silence. This is what I wanted. I just didn’t think it would be so easy. The moment I started explaining myself, I knew he wouldn’t try to stop me. Can’t say I was surprised.  I suppose I should appreciate that.

            Didn’t get to post last week. Got a bit busy, let it slip the mind, didn’t feel I could make anything make sense, and also feel like I never have a point to any of my posts. They’re just rando brain spewings that don’t belong anywhere. I apologize. I think it’d be neat to write a blog about a very specific subject. They say those are the ones that really get out there.

I shopped online this week. Got some things in the mail yesterday, didn’t like them, and took them back only to get more things that I don’t need. One more dress will make my wardrobe complete…Oh, the lies my mother told me (LMN reference, not mother reference. My mom has never condoned careless shopping). What a lie, a filthy rotten lie. Something has gotten into me, and it’s called consumerism, the belief in benefits of consumption. It’s never satisfied. There are no benefits, just me feeling fancy for a moment and then feeling rotten the next since I blindly spend my money on things that I do not need and were probably produced in sweatshops anyways.

            On a lighter note, my sister and I found the most perfect apartment to live in next year! And it absolutely calls for an exclamation point. I am so excited! I can’t wait to get out of this dorm room. It’s difficult living in one room. On our way to check out the apartments, my sister and I were both pretty annoyed about the whole thing. We haven’t felt good about anywhere that we have looked at or even thought about living, but the place we decided on is really great. It’s so beautiful and special and we both love it and feel good about it. Just as we both talked about how we wished something good would fall into our laps--something did. Hopefully it’ll all become official soon. Summer will be here and gone before we know it, and we’ll be all moved in and excited about life!